ew.

life is overwhelming me right now.

after tearing out my clothes from my closet and having a tantrum this morning..

(like a 4 year old. literally. not even kidding. what must alan think? yikes)

clearly i need an attitude adjustment or something.

i'm a little frustrated::

with school. im so busy and drowning.

with church. im struggling in this new ward.

with my clothes. lost enough weight that nothing fits. not enough that i look super.

with life. its hard.

and this post is pissing me off.

my problems are laughable.

sorry i'm selfish.

i just want to eat and watch one tree hill.

bye.

friends:

an institution i am quickly losing faith in.

clearly family is where its at.

missing my ring + a few pictures

today i ventured out to take some fall pictures.

the leaves have been falling and i had an hour to spare.

so i took some pictures, got really cold and headed to class.

right as a i pulled into my parking place, i realized i was missing something.

my wedding ring.

i remembered it had started to slide off at the park and i pushed it back onto my finger.

sometime between then and getting into my car, it slid off.

thus, the fall leaves at ross park swallowed up my wedding ring.

sadly, there is no happy ending. {yet..?}

i've been back there 4 times today frantically looking {even with a metal detector}.

nothing.

i've cried and prayed and prayed and cried.

hopefully it will turn up.

it is my most favorite possession.

On a completely different note, here are some pictures of my hair.

blonde.

i didnt actually block you

sorry for locking you out.

the blog and i ARE NOT getting along...

it was time to change designs, but i basically destroyed my whole blog with designs that were awesome in theory and not great in reality.

so i came back to pretty much the same thing.

not too happy with it, but i have a headache and should probably go practice yoga.

that said, happy monday.

Pretty much

packed.

we're skipping town at 6:00 am tomorrow morning.

I feel like crying a little.

I'm going to to miss my family so much.

I'll miss having my inlaws upstairs.

My friends will be spread across the country.

Keep me company on here guys...

I'm scared I'll be lonely again.

Hello:

Found out a few days ago.

Pros:

Headaches...gone

Tummyaches...gone

Weight loss

Cheese and Chocolate are not the culprit..

Cons:

The gluten free food is SICK.

No more delicious subway, bagles, PIZZA or Costa Vida...or Buddys:(

Hungry? Always.

goodbye bread

Talk about a double edged sword...